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When I was an infant, I was doing strange things (like levitating) that terrified my mother. Ghosts were in my room. Aliens came, took, and returned me. Ghosts and grey aliens look somewhat alike. When I was very young I thought all those things I saw at night were ghosts. Casper the Friendly Ghost was a cartoon series I watched and I believed Casper was watching over me. But now, years later and after much research, I realize my sightings were about 50/50 ghost and extraterrestrials.
When I first saw the ETs, I was smaller than they are. As I grew, I eventually caught up with them. I’m 5’2 as an adult and they seem to be about the same height. They were ultra thin with tight fitting clothes in the grey and blue realm. I wasn’t afraid of them at all. But I did fear ridicule and shame if I were to try to explain my nighttime friends to my family. I had a few daylight experiences, but that’s when I was alone in the yard unsupervised. They would “turn off” my mother so she wouldn’t be alarmed that I was missing. She had no awareness of missing time or the fact that I was gone.
When I was four I saw a reptilian and I felt terrified as he looked much different than humans and he wasn’t an animal. I felt confused. He reeked of intelligence. I felt his genius and knew he was much smarter than I am. I feared that level of intelligence for I knew he could outwit me. Since he looked so different than any human I had ever seen, I felt terrified, because he didn’t fit in my reality.
I was a very psychic child and yet, I could not read him. He blocked my psychic probe of him so I didn’t know what he intended for me and I knew I, Janet a tiny, young human, was defenseless. I felt raw as he probed my psychically and knew everything about me, as a human being all the way to who I am in the totality of existence. In my Janet form, I knew he could easily overwhelm and consume me and I would perish. I would be gone, dead, not only as a human being, but I feared on a higher, eternal level I would lose my soul to this much higher intelligence.
But I was wrong.
As a result of all my visitors-ghosts, dead relatives, and extraterrestrials of many types, my mother was afraid of me and rejected me. She could not comprehend what was actually going on. She neglected me, put me in the other room when my siblings and father were not home, and ignored me. Thankfully, she did feed me. But she did not feel warm towards me because the paranormal events that surrounded me terrified her and challenged her religious beliefs. She felt torn between her faith and her duties as a mother. Her faith won out. I was left alone. ETs and ghosts filled in the gaps. They were interested in me and they visited me often. But they were not human and I was.
Since my mother reacted so harshly to my paranormal life, and I exhibited abilities that were not human, the ETs intervened when I was about 18 months old and disconnected me from my eternal memories and awareness of who I was as a soul that is one with Source. The veil of forgetfulness that anchors down when one enters life was not fully closed when I was born. I remained connected to my eternal self and spoke way in advance of my age. My mother reacted so harshly that she was going to kill me. The ETS knew her heart and mind, and she truly believed she had given birth to a demon seed. To protect me, the ETS and Angelics disconnected me from some of my natural abilities so I would act more normal. They made me forget much of what I knew about my authentic self and dummied me down so my mother could relax.
They never left me. I needed additional maintenance and supervision because I come from higher realms beyond the human/Earth plane. I was valuable to them so they devoted extra time with me to ensure my survival. I came here on a special mission. I have much work yet to do.
I had great difficulties integrating into the human form. I suffer from the “Stranger in a Strange Land” phenomenon where Earth and human existence never quite feels like home. I feel like I’ve been abandoned here on Earth. While I have simultaneous existences in many worlds, dimensions, forms, vibratory frequencies and realms, Earth is my home. I love the Earth. In my higher Galzu form, I am Kira. Earth is my project, my art form and I was here in the beginning as I am my team terraformed the Earth in preparation for life. We still check back periodically and fine-tune. We have, do, and will intervene. The Star Trekkian non-interference clause is a myth. ETs always stick their noses in where they shouldn’t.
My human life is just as real as any other life I live or have lived. Time is an illusion so all existence is simultaneous. This current Earth body is mostly human. I have hybrid DNA and I’m genetically enhanced so that my soul resonates in harmony with this planet and vibratory frequency and so that I anchor and remain in a state called “life” until I have completed my mission.
Memories flood back all the time and as needed. I’ve learned to be patient, but things never seem to go as quickly as I would like. Many things are hidden from me for my own protection. Some things are introduced then memories are wiped as some beings do not want me to be here, for I interfere with their plans. They want to control the Earth narrative.
My experiences, like many who have extraterrestrial experiences, are negated and delegated to the realm of fantasy or even insanity by “normal” humans who judge me. I’ve learned to ignore them for if I take them seriously I will feel hurt and it will intefere with my mission.
We Experiencers gravitate towards each other and do we find each other. Over time I’ve met thousands of us. Yet since there’s so much judgment, not only from others, but from within our own community, I always have a sense of profound loneliness. When I find someone with whom I share resonance, we smile and chat a mile a minute, create quite a buzz.
My mother loved me. Yet she tried to kill me eight times. I would experience “death”, but my ETs and Angelic family wanted me here on my mission, and I wanted to be here to complete my mission, so we often had to repair my body so I could remain incarnate.
I often felt great despair. The people who were my immediate family (Mom, Dad, Brother Bill, Sister Louise) would not understand if I told them the truth of my existence. I was able to talk with them in terms of science fiction. Growing up we’d have debates about religion. Thank God for Rod Sterling, Star Trek and Gene Roddenberry and Eric Von Daniken. Zecharia Sitchin came into the scene in the 1970s. I gained allies here and there. My brother related to von Daniken. But for the most part while my Dad tolerated my eccentricities, I was alone with my thoughts and my endless encounters with the extraterrestrials.
I frequently asked telepathically when I would be liberated from my torment. They responded telepathically, “No now. Patience. It is not yet time”.
Even to this day I still feel loneliness. I’ve met hundreds to thousands of Experiencers. I’ve done over a 1000 radio shows, many exploring this ET phenomenon. Yet no one has quite had the same experiences that I have. No one. So I feel alone because no one is quite like me, is from my ET family, can understand what’s happened to me.
Only my husband has listened to my story fully. He helps me decipher, analyze, unpack, cathart, express, reprogram. He’s quite good and I trust him. We have a deep and eternal bond and I feel extremely blessed. But he is not the same as me. He’s never experienced what I have. So he may understand. Yet he will never be able to fully relate.
I do feel an incredible kinship with many Experiencers. While we are not much more than cousins in the ET world, we are close to family. Maybe we are in a distantly related tribe. But I’ve not really met nor come into an emotional or mental alignment with someone who is my ET soul family. My husband is my twin flame and we share a lot. But we have been on different paths (which makes our lives interesting), we are not quite on the same path as he’s never had my ET experiences.
So what do I do with this loneliness? I’ve decided to create groups and websites, do counseling, hypnotherapy, webinars, workshops, conferences, support groups (virtual and in person once COVID is under control) and interview others and get interviewed on radio shows. I feel a sense of fulfillment when I’m helping others. And since I am networking with other therapists, I’m not feeling overwhelmed with too much to do and too many people who need help.
We need all of us to get through this together. And we the people are disclosure. While some of our governments have been contacted and given technology in exchange for them abducting us, the ETs tell me that the most important experience for them is getting to know us. They want us to meet them as equals for we are all equal in the divine plan of the cosmos. We are the heroes that agreed to come down into this grand experiment in consciousness in the deepest, densest, darkest part of the continuum. We are not only growing up as young souls, but we are also ambassadors from higher realms incarnated here to accelerate awareness, awaken us and help us become enlightened and conscious. We are all learning and growing, teaching and being taught so that very soon the Earth and all her peoples and beings will join the Federation of Light and Love.
In the meanwhile, I reach out to you. I invite you to join me and practice AHIMSA (do not harm). Together we can witness (not judge) and allow us to experience our personal truth, share what we know and are learning and co-create a cleaner, healthier, kinder, more loving, conscious existence where all are honored, adored, loved, respected for who and what they are.
